IDRIS, 23/11/1991
loves skate, photography and especially music
hate being paranoid
self entertain most of the time and
just me and my blog(: Oh yes i dance, drink, smoke and most of all i party :D
30 November 2008
Friday & Saturday
Friday
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well friday simply went out with the rest hahah sallys playing releasing dia album
and they keep saying after four years we finally come out with a album hahaha
it was the best set ever
nothing interesting happen on friday so yeah we'll skip to the saturday shall we
Saturday
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OH MY GOD like finally meeting sya after 3 freakin long weeks i finally get to see her haha
we said meet up 3.30, in the end SOMEONE was late hahha
i knew she's gonna be late so i purposely go out 3.30 exact fooh lucky me , if i didn't do that
haha i must wait for 45 mins hahaa
met up at railing we hug and went to buy ciggs at penin , sya bagus tauuu tk smoke 1 week ((; keep it up ^^
yeah after that we went to funan IT mall then wth i want to eat i ask her where to eat , she replied "anything"
hahahahahahahaahaah im like KFC nice woo lets eat , found out the sits were like crap haha
so went to mac instead she ate cheeseburger apple pie medium coke haha me eat chicken foldover FULL DETAIL BEBS hahaha
well i forgot to tell you that she look AWESOME, i melted when i saw her im like wow, wtf man get a hold of yourself its sya hahah, okay chill while i was eating i cant stop looking at her hahah
too attractive alrd, i like her tied up her woo nice , and she's in denial saying "tk lawa kan i know hais" always you know hahaha but as usual im there to make it better and messed it up at the same time ^^ and most of all people keep saying eh tu sya eh jambu per XD, im like ahh? step blurr ahaha XD
after all that went to marina chilled was trying to watch movie at my ipod then cannot see due to sunlight hahah
whatever, ssaw feeno bla bla bla met HF bla bla bla they were sitting down usual as always then saw hanna wooo toy r us siot ! HAHA okay then sya need to meet friends
so yeah accompany her less then 2 mins she said later it will be akward haha so yeah hugged her tightly till she get off the ground heh
best right (:
night falls alrd watched sallys yet another great set im sure but alot of M.M so irritating haha
then saw raf and bla bla i saw akir mimi awie ask them to slack with me wooo gerek haha
then play guitar .. meet up the rest sat one place and chilled woo okay cool
then text sya bla bla then she came we went to marina to buy drinks haha she bought medium coke again haha i bought double choc fooh been awhile i drink those stuff hahah
it was really great being around sya hahaha then went to the mini stairs
haha sat
then we talked , bla bla bla then decided to meet the rest back ahaha
we reach there and guess what our beloved girl here hahaha forgot to take her wallet
i thought she is joking with me wannna 1-0 with me hahaha skali i saw her panic eyes haha
then yeah so we hurried back haha then luckily the wallet is still there and the valuables are there hahah
she was like oh my god my IC inside gahhh bahh grrrr, i told her to chill no one will take she said hahaha they will say they never take but they did! lol so garang sia this makcik,
so yeah found it gave back to her she gave me a hug for it awww sweet much ahha
okay im so tired to tell the rest
but yeah im like so happy i see her that day really made me super duper fuber uber bubble happy hahah yeahh
(:
i hope to see you soon and VERY SOON
i hope you had an awesome time with me too (:
i surely did
okay mates tired siot type mesti panjang hahah
OH MY GOD what a boring day
i didnt went to school cause they are going Pasir ris for some CIP work
and i wont waste my time to go to school and go back because of my hair
haha
so yeah decided to stay at home
did nothing but watch stupid porns , avatar and skate vids
gosh so bored
hahaha
anyways that video up there is one of my skate heroes rodney mullen, he is a legend skater
and made me stay skating as a hobby of mine (:
well, i dont know what to do.
i want to msg sya but kinda like disturbing her school hours so yeah nvm ill wait
boredddd fuck bored
been more then 4 days i never buy a cigarette pack gosh the temptation is there
and the crave is there
but i gotta like get a grip lol
i will buy though later , hahahahahaahhahahahah okay
i just change my blog skin <<>
nice nice ? nice right i know any how do XD
3 weeks past, all i think now is weather you still love me ):
hais i dont know laa if i can like wait cause being patience has been my task for all my life
or is it the task in my life, sometimes im just confuse with myself. sometimes i wish i could just
escape escape with all this fickle minded options, if i stay i'll hurt myself but be close to you, but if i go
and leave you , it will just make me even worst and i dont even know will you be happy .
its going to be a month, you know i hate him for what he have done, not only him to those who are not soft hearted and would dare to step beyond guy limits -.- .
CONFUSE gahh what am i suppose to do, an answer will pop soon i guess ......
well okay too much drama for today
imissyou
This song is new(:
and specially dedicated to _ _ _ _ _ _' _ _ _ _
Verse 1
My heart stopped, for a second
i never felt so alive
i've heard about your past
i've always wondered why
Chorus
so take my hand and we'll run away
and i'll say, and i'll say
and i'll scream, and i'll shout
i love you
verse 2
when you stuck with him
all i see is tears
would you be happy,
if i told you through your ears
i promise you, when we meet again
i'll give the hugs that you crave
*chorus*
verse3/(bridge??)
just know that i 'm the best you'll ever have
i'll be the one who'll catch you when you fall
i'll be the smile on your face
you'll be the one that fits my heart
slowdown/2ndbridge
i'll say, i'll say, i'll say
i love you
*chorus*
END ENJOY ^_^V
Burp A Boy(:
Yesterday was fun (: i finish my new song and played guitar with hanna, gotta admit she is really good haha.
met fahfa and hanna first then off to KFC, and i swear to god i cant eat KFC no more hahah very fattening i shall eat fish lol like teck hui told me
aneroxic bitch -.- hahah, nisya met us and she gave me that cookie fooh i tell you its delicious, it melts in your mouth and it can just make you faint hahah.
first time though i get a famous amous cookie from someone haha^^
well whatever, went to cermin not the exact usual place near the stairs there
chilled and played guitar, then came along WL and shima, fir or someone brought a cake i didnt expect anything so ill just play along.
in the end it was for fir and nisya, i didnt mind (:
well yeah happy birthday guys tomorrow wanna wait 12MM like
cekik darah pulak hahahaha ok ok
and to those who wish me ystd night haha thx (: appreciate it.
lol and sya tried to make it special by msging it at 12MM then she forgot XD super la that girl, but nvm at least she remembers(:
well that was yesterday, today kinda suck hahah i woke up my parents or brothers didnt even wish me or notice it was my birthday, the only family member that wish me is my fav. aunt, SERIOUS shit she text me like 7 am plus fuck man disturb my sleep but nvm she remembers for fuck sake -.-
ahaaha well not my problem.
im just waiting now haha ill update again at night i guess
so yeah happy birthday to me (:
wooo yesterday finally skate ^^
asked teckhui out to skate then yeah off to his house lend his deck and boom we're skating
good to see me old mate again haha he never change but just becoming more lazy hahah
good ah like that.
then went to cash from dad meet fiqq, i didnt know the rest was gonna be there hahhaa
ielah like teckhui siot, lol anws skate skate
chill chill talk talk
blab la kecoh kecoh hahhaa
im so lazy to blog about yesterday haha
just woke up today 9.34 am gosh yawns much
haha
meeting hanna later and the rest too yay at least doing something
grrr sya cannot come for she have alot of things to do sad much
but nevermind hmm
study hard for exams sya (:
remember cutdown on your smoke lol 1 stick or less ^^
asked teckhui out to skate then yeah off to his house lend his deck and boom we're skating
good to see me old mate again haha he never change but just becoming more lazy hahah
good ah like that.
then went to cash from dad meet fiqq, i didnt know the rest was gonna be there hahhaa
ielah like teckhui siot, lol anws skate skate
chill chill talk talk
blab la kecoh kecoh hahhaa
im so lazy to blog about yesterday haha
just woke up today 9.34 am gosh yawns much
haha
meeting hanna later and the rest too yay at least doing something
grrr sya cannot come for she have alot of things to do sad much
but nevermind hmm
study hard for exams sya (:
remember cutdown on your smoke lol 1 stick or less ^^
watch Russel peter on British the last part really fucks me up serious! hahah
Today didnt go school for my friend say got this inspection later must cut hair XD haha
lazy so yeah sat at home play xbox the whole day hahah
yeahhhh was texting smelly bum bum all day like finally she replied ? haha
bla bla time flies mum got home gave money to eat,
big bro took his bike and went to like mr parata we ate there fooh sedap haha
smoke smoke then home now with guitar trying to find chords for new song ^^ hee
talking about smoke, sya remember okay? whoever smokes more then 1 stick per day loses haaha okay not..
promise me you will stop smoking by the end of december k
i wiil too dont you worry(:
HEAR THAT IM GONNA QUIT SMOKING .HAHAHAH
well tc mates (:
such a boring day today,
woke up like early early in the morning cook meself some eggs scramble and ate.
went to school bored like fuck, then belo never morning msg me haha how am i suppose to know you didnt go to school tsk goodgirl kehape, well she msg like 11 plus like that
was in class teacher talking crap as usual
break...
prac claass..
home right now hahah
easy right ? lol no life sia go school
i wanna jamm siakkkkkkkk fuck fuck
nothing to update
guys: masturbate girl:stroke your pussy
hahahah boredddddddddddd
i saw this video like few months back watching it back is fucking hell funny XDD
MUST WATCH
Girly MAAAAAAAANNN
woke up like early early in the morning cook meself some eggs scramble and ate.
went to school bored like fuck, then belo never morning msg me haha how am i suppose to know you didnt go to school tsk goodgirl kehape, well she msg like 11 plus like that
was in class teacher talking crap as usual
break...
prac claass..
home right now hahah
easy right ? lol no life sia go school
i wanna jamm siakkkkkkkk fuck fuck
nothing to update
guys: masturbate girl:stroke your pussy
hahahah boredddddddddddd
i saw this video like few months back watching it back is fucking hell funny XDD
MUST WATCH
Girly MAAAAAAAANNN
Oh ini saya kenal niii saya tahu nii, huruf ini, ni kan huruf "M"
Hahaha seriously that video cracks me up XD
legend people remember them!
well today simply woke up at 8 sharp again, i felt dizzy maybe eat too much or lack of sleep
hmm yeah so woke up as usual then i went to bath, gosh i dont know why i feel like empty today really empty dont know why.
after all that i realise my P.E shirt is like not wash so didnt go PE for today,
helped grandma cooked and eat.
bought ciggs and went off to school.
during in the bus i felt sad? i dont know why i really did felt sad for no reason i guess there is something bothering me maybe because she didnt reply? cant be la, but hack care.
reach school meet taufiq and hafiz they wanted to cabot XD
then i say go your house ah taufiq then yeah we went on with the cabot-ness.
hahah and the best part i was around school compound less then 5 mins hahah
how cool is that, very good student indeed.
i was waiting for her to reply but yet still no reply.
so talked in the bus, obviously damn kecoh with taufiq haha
he smack me i smack his head then joget techno like idiots,
bla la bla we reach his house already gosh, the house is so WIDE seriously
hahah hafiz wanted to play Xbox fuck man the tv BIG siol FUCKIN BIG haha
damn! haha
awesome crib he have seriously
tried his new pedal was fun haha but got bored very fast,
i make alot of noise laugh at taufiq alot XD
damn fun la disturb him hahah
well dont wanna drag
play play play then went home.
Now here chilling haha infront of comp doing nothing, waiting for sya to online or at least reply msg or something? yeah imissyoualotllotlotlotlot
and the best part today i dont smoke much, due to headaches i guess?
yeah good thing oppourtunity to stop ^^
well tc mates
istillloveyou):
woooo what a fucking sleepy day *yawns*
yesterday i slept like 11 plus ? early and wth so tired sia today
woke up 8 exact i got one cigg left so yeah smoke during i bathed
text her in the morning bla bla bla then went off to school ..
teacher being an ass saying "idris, you dont wanna cut your hair dont come school go sell your banana at geylang"
obviously i laughed hahah its funny yeah
then LPER lesson gosh damn bored, i was suppose to give kikin her chocolate for her birthday is like on 19 november so decided to give hershey haha
at least i gave something XD
yeah yeah hugged gave her the stuff hugged went back to class, class end and got this stupid talk at aduitorium fucking hell its boring but funny at the same time.
i got freebies highlighter and notebook wahh no need to buy anything if wanna write some songs XD
hahah
headed home and now here i am nothing to do for someone is like having no mood i wonder why kinda worried though, miss her alot alot for 2 weeks never see her
hahah
pathetic sia parker -.-
okay here i am waiting now 10 mins to six im smelly havent bath gosh
boredd boreddd boredddd
cassie msged me wow -.- hahah MIA for so long now msg.. dont know what to do but ignore ..
yesterday i slept like 11 plus ? early and wth so tired sia today
woke up 8 exact i got one cigg left so yeah smoke during i bathed
text her in the morning bla bla bla then went off to school ..
teacher being an ass saying "idris, you dont wanna cut your hair dont come school go sell your banana at geylang"
obviously i laughed hahah its funny yeah
then LPER lesson gosh damn bored, i was suppose to give kikin her chocolate for her birthday is like on 19 november so decided to give hershey haha
at least i gave something XD
yeah yeah hugged gave her the stuff hugged went back to class, class end and got this stupid talk at aduitorium fucking hell its boring but funny at the same time.
i got freebies highlighter and notebook wahh no need to buy anything if wanna write some songs XD
hahah
headed home and now here i am nothing to do for someone is like having no mood i wonder why kinda worried though, miss her alot alot for 2 weeks never see her
hahah
pathetic sia parker -.-
okay here i am waiting now 10 mins to six im smelly havent bath gosh
boredd boreddd boredddd
cassie msged me wow -.- hahah MIA for so long now msg.. dont know what to do but ignore ..
Nothing to update seriously
im pissed sad happy and annoyed today hah
bunch of mix feelings i know, what to do im me ? lol
well yesterday went out to meet the usual but my main point is meeting up bestie's, so yeah i went out the same timing as hanna and i reach first i ALWAYS do hahaha without fail, fiqq and the rest went off first didnt bother me much but yeah ask nisya to meet me for awhile then the badot came along then another two badot came along,
after that got this one ex convict he say he did a house break in and selling a FAKE disney pen i was so shiok that is a disney pen haha and yeah so i bought it for 2 bucks, PEN = 2 DOLLARS inclusive GST, this shows how bad SG is yeah i hate this island but got alot of awesome ppl. yeah
went off to marina as per normal i wanna eat ask wan along bla blab labl
then play guitar bla blabla lazy sia wanna talk about it ..
then me hanna and fiqq bestie talk XD
cannot tell you guys those who heard i was shouting vulgarities and many more lol
so much problem can affect people okay so dont misunderstood me ((:
and for today i hate the most is when a girl say's that ALL GUYS ARE THE SAME at their friendster about me or whatever shit, i think you girls right no life hahahah serious shit fucking scumbags, compare to your own species there ARE girls who are the same as guys, dont ever fucking misjudge a person, i just told of this bitch at ther friendster comment.
like wanna step that she is different typical sia XD
whatever to that man ~~~ sway sway
now chatting with sya only seriously bored but talking to her aint so bad? hah
she must eat in order to get fat fat fat
so i can cubit her babats XD
oh yeah MIKE V ROCKS, DON VITO IS THE FUNNIEST , AND BAM IS MY IDOL XD
im pissed sad happy and annoyed today hah
bunch of mix feelings i know, what to do im me ? lol
well yesterday went out to meet the usual but my main point is meeting up bestie's, so yeah i went out the same timing as hanna and i reach first i ALWAYS do hahaha without fail, fiqq and the rest went off first didnt bother me much but yeah ask nisya to meet me for awhile then the badot came along then another two badot came along,
after that got this one ex convict he say he did a house break in and selling a FAKE disney pen i was so shiok that is a disney pen haha and yeah so i bought it for 2 bucks, PEN = 2 DOLLARS inclusive GST, this shows how bad SG is yeah i hate this island but got alot of awesome ppl. yeah
went off to marina as per normal i wanna eat ask wan along bla blab labl
then play guitar bla blabla lazy sia wanna talk about it ..
then me hanna and fiqq bestie talk XD
cannot tell you guys those who heard i was shouting vulgarities and many more lol
so much problem can affect people okay so dont misunderstood me ((:
and for today i hate the most is when a girl say's that ALL GUYS ARE THE SAME at their friendster about me or whatever shit, i think you girls right no life hahahah serious shit fucking scumbags, compare to your own species there ARE girls who are the same as guys, dont ever fucking misjudge a person, i just told of this bitch at ther friendster comment.
like wanna step that she is different typical sia XD
whatever to that man ~~~ sway sway
now chatting with sya only seriously bored but talking to her aint so bad? hah
she must eat in order to get fat fat fat
so i can cubit her babats XD
oh yeah MIKE V ROCKS, DON VITO IS THE FUNNIEST , AND BAM IS MY IDOL XD
Waiting for you cause your worth it sya (:
well today means yesterday i guess hmm got gig, in the morning wasnt myself at all then my dad had to fuck my mind then i just need some time alone and i did!,
in the toilet sobbing like a little girl hahaha
well anyways gig time is like few more hours , met up with gab at outram, story about him why am i like a piece of shit for a few days
blab la bl abla blab labalabl
... then showtime bebeh was not crowded such cold crowd we had and im so nervous dont know why, to my friends who didnt came its okay ^^ there is always next time .. hmm hhahah yeah so we played every original and dear maria which i thought it was a cock sucker hahahahhahahahahah
after the set went out wanted to smoke dad called and MSGED me to come home immediatly then i was fucking pissed fuck off ahahah then got other things that is not important to tell that brought me down too so yeah bla bla
went out i started killing myself with cigg ahmad ryan notice me then
he keep bugging me asking whats wrong then he checked my phone bla bla bla bla
then yeah i realise i got to put my head high chill out think straight and poof make it happen again
try try try try bby you know i will try alot of time^^
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well
this one specially for sya k so readers dont be such an ass
you know i dont wanna go again for what like i did during april
i dont want that to happen again i regret leaving serious
now i think i wanna give in this time, like i say i wanna make you happy but by doing what i did brag about the stuff and shit i guess its just making your even sad and hurt, main thing is i dont care if im hurt, at least im hurt by someone i love.
another thing is i will wait but if i know that guy mistreat you again you know what to do k no matter what you know okay i dont like girls getting abuse
so yeah im gonna wait,
cause my heart and eyes are set onto you
that sounds fimiliar right hmm yeah we'll see what the future brings us
just remember im here always here for you no matter what (:
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in the toilet sobbing like a little girl hahaha
well anyways gig time is like few more hours , met up with gab at outram, story about him why am i like a piece of shit for a few days
blab la bl abla blab labalabl
... then showtime bebeh was not crowded such cold crowd we had and im so nervous dont know why, to my friends who didnt came its okay ^^ there is always next time .. hmm hhahah yeah so we played every original and dear maria which i thought it was a cock sucker hahahahhahahahahah
after the set went out wanted to smoke dad called and MSGED me to come home immediatly then i was fucking pissed fuck off ahahah then got other things that is not important to tell that brought me down too so yeah bla bla
went out i started killing myself with cigg ahmad ryan notice me then
he keep bugging me asking whats wrong then he checked my phone bla bla bla bla
then yeah i realise i got to put my head high chill out think straight and poof make it happen again
try try try try bby you know i will try alot of time^^
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well
this one specially for sya k so readers dont be such an ass
you know i dont wanna go again for what like i did during april
i dont want that to happen again i regret leaving serious
now i think i wanna give in this time, like i say i wanna make you happy but by doing what i did brag about the stuff and shit i guess its just making your even sad and hurt, main thing is i dont care if im hurt, at least im hurt by someone i love.
another thing is i will wait but if i know that guy mistreat you again you know what to do k no matter what you know okay i dont like girls getting abuse
so yeah im gonna wait,
cause my heart and eyes are set onto you
that sounds fimiliar right hmm yeah we'll see what the future brings us
just remember im here always here for you no matter what (:
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seriously i dont give a fuck about what my dad thinks about me going to gigs fuck him seriously i just wanna cut his balls and throw in the river, gosh NS brother, here i thought NS is there to make you tougher and more responsible FUCK NO SHIT NOT! they make you even lazier look at my sloppy asshole brother he dont do SHIT at home , he just throw his stuff and go out FUCK ? then im like the maid today shit idris do this idris do that idris do everything, in the fucking end what do i get ? NOTHING one fucking single appreciation is not there NOT ONEEEE, jeez fuck the lord someone -.-.
My dad Dont care literally
My mom dont give a SHIT and thinks im always doing the wrong stuff
Brothers including the 2 fat young EQUALS fucking useless bumms -.-
why do i say this ?
no fucking parental love -.-
My dad Dont care literally
My mom dont give a SHIT and thinks im always doing the wrong stuff
Brothers including the 2 fat young EQUALS fucking useless bumms -.-
why do i say this ?
no fucking parental love -.-
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i know you love me
i know you love "us"
i know we cant be...
only one thing i dont know.. why cant you make the choice ? that can make you happy
just remember .......
your someone special, you deserve someone special like me
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Plain White T - lonely September
I'm sittin' here all by myself
Just tryin' to think of something to do
Tryin' to think of something, anything
Just to keep me from thinking of you
But you know it's not working out
'cause you're all that's on my mind
One thought of you is all it takes
To leave the rest of the world behind
Oh, I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back
But I know you did
I'm sittin' here tryin' to convince myself
That you're not the one for me
But the more I think, the less I believe it
And the more I want you here with me
You know the holidays are coming up
I don't want to spend them alone
Memories of Christmas time with you
Will just kill me if I'm on my own
Oh, I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back
I know it's not the smartest thing to do
We just can't seem to get it right
But what I wouldn't give to have one more chance tonight
One more chance tonight
I'm sittin' here tryin' to entertain myself with this old guitar
But with all my inspiration gone it's not getting me very far
I look around my room and everything I see reminds me of you
Oh please, baby won't you take my hand
We've got nothing left to prove
Oh, I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back
But I know you did
And I didn't mean to meet you then
When we were just kids
And I didn't mean to give you chills
The way that I kiss
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back but I know you did
Don't say you didn't love me back 'cause you know you did
No, you didn't mean to love me back
But you did
10 November 2008
New song but mind the singing XD
Enjoy and this is song is specially dedicated to Nisyarawrr(:
Lyrics:
so please dont go away
so please dont let me stay here all alone
the last night we spend at 3 am,
we were looking so calm down the stars
i dont want to let it go
i want you, i want you to stay
but its hard to say, but its hard to say goodbye
when you look me in the eyes, with your very cute smile
i know it will last, but its not forever
cant deny the fact that we spend so much
since we first met, will there be some other time
i dont want to let it go
i want you, i want you to stay
but its hard to say, but its hard to say goodbye
this time is all we got, i move on from my other life, my other life
just hold my hand, just watch my back
i promise you everything will be alright
i dont want to let it go
i want you, i want you to stay
but its hard to say, but its hard to say goodbye
say goodbye
say goodbye.....
so please dont let me stay here all alone
the last night we spend at 3 am,
we were looking so calm down the stars
i dont want to let it go
i want you, i want you to stay
but its hard to say, but its hard to say goodbye
when you look me in the eyes, with your very cute smile
i know it will last, but its not forever
cant deny the fact that we spend so much
since we first met, will there be some other time
i dont want to let it go
i want you, i want you to stay
but its hard to say, but its hard to say goodbye
this time is all we got, i move on from my other life, my other life
just hold my hand, just watch my back
i promise you everything will be alright
i dont want to let it go
i want you, i want you to stay
but its hard to say, but its hard to say goodbye
say goodbye
say goodbye.....
Very happy awesome day today (:
Today woke up like 7.30 then i wash myself up and yeah texted sya (: , she said the most sweetest thing anyone ever said to me, and that really made my day hee you know i know k sya.
so yeah smoked and went to bath get ready to school while im doing that, the sky was grey then suddenly BOOOM chao chibyee raining heavily out of nowhere -.-
and now i bathed i went down to head to bus stop BATH AGAIN ..
sya said no need to come, haiyaa this boy very good one go to school haha, in the end she was right i went to school and wasted 1 hour in that pathetic shit school
afternoon class cancel and i was like fuck ? i come school for nothing that faggot teacher show slides less than 7 slides then okay dismissed asshole so fuck siak hahaahaha
okay nvm, taufiq decided to come my house yay then we recoreded the song i wrote which was inspired by nisyarawrrr thx aite mate (: i hope you will like it, i will upload it soon maybe today yeah
then after that want to head to IMM to meet leena as you can see those pics up there are taufiq me and leena yeah hahah , we did the project and yeah woo we got ideas on hippies but when leena mum came along to guide us hahah was useful and yeah she is really smart using big words which i cant understand hahah my only weaknesss gahhhhhhh lol, and yay the mum treat me THANK YOU lol was hungry anywas then leena was right step tknk je heh, her mum give me that look which make me think that she is thinking that im weird <<>
after all that headed home with taupiq AND WAH i got hit on that thing for cars to like pay their cash card thingy hahah cb lucky taufiq headphone was protecting my head
one cb black fuck bangla laughing at me, then i also laugh ah cause he laugh can see gigi only LOl
okay sudah XD
funny as hell now at home chilling waiting for sya to come home to online (: and taufiq to send the song heh
^^
good day mates
Today woke up like 7.30 then i wash myself up and yeah texted sya (: , she said the most sweetest thing anyone ever said to me, and that really made my day hee you know i know k sya.
so yeah smoked and went to bath get ready to school while im doing that, the sky was grey then suddenly BOOOM chao chibyee raining heavily out of nowhere -.-
and now i bathed i went down to head to bus stop BATH AGAIN ..
sya said no need to come, haiyaa this boy very good one go to school haha, in the end she was right i went to school and wasted 1 hour in that pathetic shit school
afternoon class cancel and i was like fuck ? i come school for nothing that faggot teacher show slides less than 7 slides then okay dismissed asshole so fuck siak hahaahaha
okay nvm, taufiq decided to come my house yay then we recoreded the song i wrote which was inspired by nisyarawrrr thx aite mate (: i hope you will like it, i will upload it soon maybe today yeah
then after that want to head to IMM to meet leena as you can see those pics up there are taufiq me and leena yeah hahah , we did the project and yeah woo we got ideas on hippies but when leena mum came along to guide us hahah was useful and yeah she is really smart using big words which i cant understand hahah my only weaknesss gahhhhhhh lol, and yay the mum treat me THANK YOU lol was hungry anywas then leena was right step tknk je heh, her mum give me that look which make me think that she is thinking that im weird <<>
after all that headed home with taupiq AND WAH i got hit on that thing for cars to like pay their cash card thingy hahah cb lucky taufiq headphone was protecting my head
one cb black fuck bangla laughing at me, then i also laugh ah cause he laugh can see gigi only LOl
okay sudah XD
funny as hell now at home chilling waiting for sya to come home to online (: and taufiq to send the song heh
^^
good day mates
09 November 2008
Today's yesterday(:
My happy drug which never fail to make me happy(:
Sunday: woke up like 7 am in the morning dont know why ? but yeah hahai feel like cleaning up some stuff so i went to the toilet and wash the toilet haha. After that wash dishes, shouted at mum i wanna eat, bought half spring chicken and yes that is all i ate for today. i really feel like a fucking maid in the house, my elder brother is so useless. currently home alone now -.-
whatever man fuck this shit yeah(:
Saturday((: ; It was the best awesome hell of a day for me, hehe the day i meet siti Ai'syah bte ??? haha yeah so ask along some mates eventually all of them but yeah whatever, reach about 3 pm exact! and first person i saw was fiqq and headed to where we always skated then chill and sya still have not arrive texted her saying she just reach tamp mrt fooh champion ill say hahah.
so while waiting called WL, she said she reached so bla bla bla meet up, sit down talk about shit with fiqq that something happen that morning which is funny yet so dirty and private ONLY FIQQ KNOWS hahah. Yeah was starving like a lion for a goat, went to LJS the saturday meal, yeah kecoh siot with the girls, talk a little bit laugh siao, then fiqqo was "something" then zuzu scared wth -.- hahah so i came over to his place and yeah try chatting but ill give him space bla bla bla , okay the best part of the story hahaha
while comforting fiqq at the SAME time SYA hanna arrived! lol thats the best part ah yeah okay, then sya went to buy food eat eat eat, the girls freaking noisy seriously, and YEAH wtf hanna and sya eat like turtle, so slow you can 60 secs until they put their food into the mouth hahah.
Well whatever skip that part and yeah wanted to go off from plaza sing fahfa went off to session with band and yeah left the normal group ppl, so we decided to pass by fort canning and through cityhall so slack at the stairs not the big one but the small one instead was quite shiok though BUT BEFORE THAT, me zuzu sya hanna waited for the rest who are waiting for other ppl are so goddamn late!! hahah but thanks anyways hehe if not no time for someone k whatever as you can see i took pictures with her alrd big fuck ah hahaha, nice right? i know, sweet right? i know, CUTE RIGHT ? OMFG I KNOW LA SIAK hahahahah
then bla bla bla bla walk pass by canning bla bla bla bla bla pass by cityhall
and there i was walking with sya and like all the way with her heh, im doing that so she wont feel left out XDD mcm paa okay , then yeahh reach our destination fiqqo wanted to buy saturday meal hahah kfc this time so yeah wan went to 7-11 to buy drinks , mampos that guy pick his drinks damn freaking long seriously hahahhahha then head back then i sit with sya and hanna and zuzu, sya wanted to learn chinese PURE chinese XD well i dont care cause i can talk hokkien abit only lol big fuck ah asl hahah
bla bla bla skip moments shit shit talk talk smoke smoke ..
then me and sya went to buy ice cream ^^ heee
strawberry sundae and chocolate sundae HEEE
we called it ice cream saturday, yes i know its lame so whatever haha
we talk chit chat then got one part of time she tired, tired cause of bored
ahhaha
so i ask her to the first place we met ((:
i wont tell much till here
i really had a great time with you and the rest of course duhh hahah
you made that day special never forget (:
booyah people happy reading ^^
What a day phew~
This is my band mannequin masquerade
-parker(idris) me la stupid
-ahmad white dude
-gabriel white dude
-Maq malay brown dude
This is my band mannequin masquerade
-parker(idris) me la stupid
-ahmad white dude
-gabriel white dude
-Maq malay brown dude
Woke up like 7.30, straight texted sya she in the bus to school and im on my bed happily lying down hehe, thought of going to school tsk but got faggot lesson today so ponteng for today, and SOMEONE must say she's a good girl now wth, your the one who cabut class everytime heh!
okay well simply in the morning did nothing, cooked nuggets and iika msged me, yeah then she wanna meet up so yeah i go bath then like meet her fooh the dressing like cannot go below sexy haha so seksa for me to watch XD
we went to eat at KFC then yeah met up with bandmate ahmad for today got jammin i bought strings and gotta go off so iika go meet jani hahah, me and iika had fun along the way just too lazy to emphasize the story hahah.
my god then we went to my uncle studio went in like 6.15 then jamm jamm jamm like mad ppl inside fooh gereks hahah like just went out from a gig XD
preparing for upcoming gig yeah, i texted sya like few hours back then she was sleeping SLEEPING TAU lol and she said she will msg me even said OF COURSE XD
waited like dummy ahaha
okay whatever then after jammin gab and ahmad eat me and maq gaze at the food je woo lol so delicious haha so thats for today,
anws now talking with sya ONLY nobody else so yeah i love that girl man seriously like wanna smack her till she die, okay fake
^,^
okay well simply in the morning did nothing, cooked nuggets and iika msged me, yeah then she wanna meet up so yeah i go bath then like meet her fooh the dressing like cannot go below sexy haha so seksa for me to watch XD
we went to eat at KFC then yeah met up with bandmate ahmad for today got jammin i bought strings and gotta go off so iika go meet jani hahah, me and iika had fun along the way just too lazy to emphasize the story hahah.
my god then we went to my uncle studio went in like 6.15 then jamm jamm jamm like mad ppl inside fooh gereks hahah like just went out from a gig XD
preparing for upcoming gig yeah, i texted sya like few hours back then she was sleeping SLEEPING TAU lol and she said she will msg me even said OF COURSE XD
waited like dummy ahaha
okay whatever then after jammin gab and ahmad eat me and maq gaze at the food je woo lol so delicious haha so thats for today,
anws now talking with sya ONLY nobody else so yeah i love that girl man seriously like wanna smack her till she die, okay fake
^,^
06 November 2008
I am bored out of my fucking mind
Pick up the FUCKIN phone
watch this osbourne vid damn funny XD
Well today i basically didn't do anything as for school, class was cancel yeahh bored bored bored.
morning texted someone yeah but didnt reply, didnt know why but about 2 plus she text saying she going on stage in like few mins, i was like bahh? what the heck are you talking about and then i remember that she had this cheer leading thingy haha in the end it was singing
she said she was nervous, so i called her calm her down even though she purposely didnt want me to come -.- , haha but nvm. By the way she talk i can tell she is nervous and the noise wahlao really ah last warning hahah make me talk alone sia XD...
well yeah after that wish her good luck and said dont be nervous imagine im the only one watching, hmm i hope that helped.
Yeah after that freakin BORED BORED BORED , ahmad ask me out to slack today then i say fuck later tomorrow no money to jam how, then yeah stayed at home bahhhh watched austin powers Goldmember, i swear to god that movie is funny hahah, then smoked gosh smoke again then infront of comp seriously nothing. Feel like cooking something for myself but too lazy to get up and more or less nothing inside fridge yeahh..
well i got to say its a FUCKING BORING DAY hahahaha
if she would have said the thingy was today i would have come pfft pfft ingat ahhh jage !!! ahaha
now I'm like doing nothing and like typing this at this stupid blog hahah which updated everyday no life XD , haiyaa curreently waiting for _ _ _ to online and yeah
i feel like saying this everytime hahah i miss you i miss you but you don't say it back how SADlol
okay tk perlu go la read la bace la
oh yeah after watching Austin powers
watch out mate "dhish" boy gonna speak some British mate
^^
peace out love to world
morning texted someone yeah but didnt reply, didnt know why but about 2 plus she text saying she going on stage in like few mins, i was like bahh? what the heck are you talking about and then i remember that she had this cheer leading thingy haha in the end it was singing
she said she was nervous, so i called her calm her down even though she purposely didnt want me to come -.- , haha but nvm. By the way she talk i can tell she is nervous and the noise wahlao really ah last warning hahah make me talk alone sia XD...
well yeah after that wish her good luck and said dont be nervous imagine im the only one watching, hmm i hope that helped.
Yeah after that freakin BORED BORED BORED , ahmad ask me out to slack today then i say fuck later tomorrow no money to jam how, then yeah stayed at home bahhhh watched austin powers Goldmember, i swear to god that movie is funny hahah, then smoked gosh smoke again then infront of comp seriously nothing. Feel like cooking something for myself but too lazy to get up and more or less nothing inside fridge yeahh..
well i got to say its a FUCKING BORING DAY hahahaha
if she would have said the thingy was today i would have come pfft pfft ingat ahhh jage !!! ahaha
now I'm like doing nothing and like typing this at this stupid blog hahah which updated everyday no life XD , haiyaa curreently waiting for _ _ _ to online and yeah
i feel like saying this everytime hahah i miss you i miss you but you don't say it back how SADlol
okay tk perlu go la read la bace la
oh yeah after watching Austin powers
watch out mate "dhish" boy gonna speak some British mate
^^
peace out love to world
Today was a special mood for me as for yesterday i slept in with a big smile,
no reason just a smile(:
today went to school for 2 hours how pathetic is that, someone told me I'm wasting my time going to school today but i told her that must go cause I'm a good boy hehe,
well anyways nothing much to say.
went to canteen eat and take taufiq's dad new car LOL
new car siot quite comfy cause got sunroof cool right like those opening not really sure what is it call but yeah haha.
now at home waiting for someone to end cheer leading today haha pathetic, see la told you to go S&W but you dont want, haiyaa what to do la stubborn people hahah
well i miss her alot and i wanna meet her this sat ^^ hee
take pics so beware short one ;ppp
and this sat i want strawberry sundae and you want chocolate sundae right ^^
no reason just a smile(:
today went to school for 2 hours how pathetic is that, someone told me I'm wasting my time going to school today but i told her that must go cause I'm a good boy hehe,
well anyways nothing much to say.
went to canteen eat and take taufiq's dad new car LOL
new car siot quite comfy cause got sunroof cool right like those opening not really sure what is it call but yeah haha.
now at home waiting for someone to end cheer leading today haha pathetic, see la told you to go S&W but you dont want, haiyaa what to do la stubborn people hahah
well i miss her alot and i wanna meet her this sat ^^ hee
take pics so beware short one ;ppp
and this sat i want strawberry sundae and you want chocolate sundae right ^^
i "like" you and you do "like" me too heh
andidontcareifyouratt
That was the smile that you brought upon to me and i will always smile like that if your around me.i live my life with risk and fear through out the years i have been brought down by people that i dont expect much but yes im still alive with a smile a slight of happiness inside of me
we could be more but its up to you to let it happen everyone has a choice in life
that is what i learn and that is how i like it to be one choice one move one reality check changes everything and it can be the best moments and the worst ones
there is a song i really have put my heart in it two songs infact and i really think your special which you know you are
i will always literally always be by your side and have the real feelings of none guys have ever felt.
the most best times is the time i have with you i would never want it to end
but it have to end because of some certain reasons and some real things i need to face
im not depress and sad and really being a emo as you fags presume because of a girl i have real problems and real shit happening in my life.
to have someone like you to brighten up my life just by looking at me, that is something most people cant do,
what im saying is love is the only thing i dont get really much
friends love i do appreciate alot and people such as hanna sya and fiqqo and some certain people who are there for me yes i really do love them more then myself
dont get the wrong idea that i dont love myself i do just that not that much due to some things
i cant think of any way to cheer myself up and cant think anyway to get my ass off
and yes i will suffocate myself to be a good one
as people say im different but i hate being different because people get the wrong idea.
he done that to you and i cant really bother much no offence but i think he is a typical malay boyfriend you could find anywhere, i know im different, and you said it yourself few months back
you do have some feelings for me that really was a suprise but it was a get down for me at the same time
more or less you knew i had a crush on you and you kept quiet, i admit that is kinda cute. In matter right or wrong its hard to say which is which
i have choosen the risk to go after you this is the price that i have to pay
i can deal with that cause im really into you i have been faithfull like what nisyarawrr told me be faithful because karma can strikes anytime yes i do belive in karma i can deal with it im strong just like you are.
your hurt and in pain i understand
but you know i will be there to put on a smile on you everyday every single effing day
here is the song i never wanted you to listen and this is a very special dedication from me to you
i will always like/L you
dont worry im not going anywhere till i die ^^
dont worry i do remind myself too that you have a bf but that doesen't stop me from loving you and getting so close to you, because i know what i do is right for me
i think you should do it to and you and me know that we make both of us smile like no other even happy yeahh...
your so cute when you smile(:
my mood is so mixed up
well today is not the best day of my life or maybe the best i cant tell cause is so mixed up,
anws started school at 10 reach about the end of class .. champion i know haha
then end about 2 plus then headed off home nothing much
cooked eat and about at the part of eating
something happen really kinda pissed me off but i dont care?
and yeah someone knows about it and yeah
gosh i had to lie just one part to avoid violence
but yeah in the end i think its alright and bahh
after that happen i got no mood to finish my delicious chicken gosh
bro came back from NS shocked i think he got mood invite me to go buy ciggs
then yeah i followed cause somehow my mum gave me cash? wow right
i know okay went to geylang to buy ciggs for gombak no more lobangs.
yeah reached there at first dont have ask to come back 1/2 hour later then go round round geylang i was damn shocked to see "girls" a straight ROW A BUNDLE I TELL YOU its so so so shocking to see how many ppl are creating aids, i was like OMG OMG that bitch touching old man cock FUCK hahahah
and yeah saw a woman just went out with a G STRING .. im like WHAT THE FOUNTAIN?
and yeah hahahaha round round went back to the uncle bought 3 packs 2 for me 1 for bro yeah
headed home and now im here
i wanna talk about something to someone and yeah
i really got no mood for anything but yeah what to do..
may today is a blessing not a sin
well today is not the best day of my life or maybe the best i cant tell cause is so mixed up,
anws started school at 10 reach about the end of class .. champion i know haha
then end about 2 plus then headed off home nothing much
cooked eat and about at the part of eating
something happen really kinda pissed me off but i dont care?
and yeah someone knows about it and yeah
gosh i had to lie just one part to avoid violence
but yeah in the end i think its alright and bahh
after that happen i got no mood to finish my delicious chicken gosh
bro came back from NS shocked i think he got mood invite me to go buy ciggs
then yeah i followed cause somehow my mum gave me cash? wow right
i know okay went to geylang to buy ciggs for gombak no more lobangs.
yeah reached there at first dont have ask to come back 1/2 hour later then go round round geylang i was damn shocked to see "girls" a straight ROW A BUNDLE I TELL YOU its so so so shocking to see how many ppl are creating aids, i was like OMG OMG that bitch touching old man cock FUCK hahahah
and yeah saw a woman just went out with a G STRING .. im like WHAT THE FOUNTAIN?
and yeah hahahaha round round went back to the uncle bought 3 packs 2 for me 1 for bro yeah
headed home and now im here
i wanna talk about something to someone and yeah
i really got no mood for anything but yeah what to do..
may today is a blessing not a sin
(A picture Dedication to SCENESHITS)i do better then you guys eventhough its shampoo (:
So the HF trip sentosa and ECP pics are in (:
yeah had alot of fun the whole day only for certain parts you can ask aie about that anytime XD hahah , someone didnt came and thought i was angry i'm not okay, hah but like you said you'll go out with me next time. looking foward indeed
after coming back from ECP damn shit i was tired cant rmbr what to tell you about but i tell you its interesting and FUNNY and EW AND ?? BAHH hahah , selpt and woke 6.30 sharp and still sleepy though
hahah i miss _ _ _ .
