Indirect Dying // fallen angel

14 November 2008

seriously i dont give a fuck about what my dad thinks about me going to gigs fuck him seriously i just wanna cut his balls and throw in the river, gosh NS brother, here i thought NS is there to make you tougher and more responsible FUCK NO SHIT NOT! they make you even lazier look at my sloppy asshole brother he dont do SHIT at home , he just throw his stuff and go out FUCK ? then im like the maid today shit idris do this idris do that idris do everything, in the fucking end what do i get ? NOTHING one fucking single appreciation is not there NOT ONEEEE, jeez fuck the lord someone -.-.

My dad Dont care literally
My mom dont give a SHIT and thinks im always doing the wrong stuff
Brothers including the 2 fat young EQUALS fucking useless bumms -.-

why do i say this ?
no fucking parental love -.-

hell yeah none -.-
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i know you love me
i know you love "us"
i know we cant be...
only one thing i dont know.. why cant you make the choice ? that can make you happy
just remember .......

your someone special, you deserve someone special like me
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Plain White T - lonely September

I'm sittin' here all by myself
Just tryin' to think of something to do
Tryin' to think of something, anything
Just to keep me from thinking of you
But you know it's not working out
'cause you're all that's on my mind
One thought of you is all it takes
To leave the rest of the world behind

Oh, I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back
But I know you did

I'm sittin' here tryin' to convince myself
That you're not the one for me
But the more I think, the less I believe it
And the more I want you here with me
You know the holidays are coming up
I don't want to spend them alone
Memories of Christmas time with you
Will just kill me if I'm on my own

Oh, I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back

I know it's not the smartest thing to do
We just can't seem to get it right
But what I wouldn't give to have one more chance tonight
One more chance tonight

I'm sittin' here tryin' to entertain myself with this old guitar
But with all my inspiration gone it's not getting me very far
I look around my room and everything I see reminds me of you
Oh please, baby won't you take my hand
We've got nothing left to prove

Oh, I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back
But I know you did

And I didn't mean to meet you then
When we were just kids
And I didn't mean to give you chills
The way that I kiss
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back but I know you did
Don't say you didn't love me back 'cause you know you did
No, you didn't mean to love me back
But you did

- posted by ParkerJunior ♥ at 11/14/2008 12:17:00 AM