IDRIS, 23/11/1991
loves skate, photography and especially music
hate being paranoid
self entertain most of the time and
just me and my blog(: Oh yes i dance, drink, smoke and most of all i party :D
04 November 2008
That was the smile that you brought upon to me and i will always smile like that if your around me.i live my life with risk and fear through out the years i have been brought down by people that i dont expect much but yes im still alive with a smile a slight of happiness inside of me
we could be more but its up to you to let it happen everyone has a choice in life
that is what i learn and that is how i like it to be one choice one move one reality check changes everything and it can be the best moments and the worst ones
there is a song i really have put my heart in it two songs infact and i really think your special which you know you are
i will always literally always be by your side and have the real feelings of none guys have ever felt.
the most best times is the time i have with you i would never want it to end
but it have to end because of some certain reasons and some real things i need to face
im not depress and sad and really being a emo as you fags presume because of a girl i have real problems and real shit happening in my life.
to have someone like you to brighten up my life just by looking at me, that is something most people cant do,
what im saying is love is the only thing i dont get really much
friends love i do appreciate alot and people such as hanna sya and fiqqo and some certain people who are there for me yes i really do love them more then myself
dont get the wrong idea that i dont love myself i do just that not that much due to some things
i cant think of any way to cheer myself up and cant think anyway to get my ass off
and yes i will suffocate myself to be a good one
as people say im different but i hate being different because people get the wrong idea.
he done that to you and i cant really bother much no offence but i think he is a typical malay boyfriend you could find anywhere, i know im different, and you said it yourself few months back
you do have some feelings for me that really was a suprise but it was a get down for me at the same time
more or less you knew i had a crush on you and you kept quiet, i admit that is kinda cute. In matter right or wrong its hard to say which is which
i have choosen the risk to go after you this is the price that i have to pay
i can deal with that cause im really into you i have been faithfull like what nisyarawrr told me be faithful because karma can strikes anytime yes i do belive in karma i can deal with it im strong just like you are.
your hurt and in pain i understand
but you know i will be there to put on a smile on you everyday every single effing day
here is the song i never wanted you to listen and this is a very special dedication from me to you
i will always like/L you
dont worry im not going anywhere till i die ^^
dont worry i do remind myself too that you have a bf but that doesen't stop me from loving you and getting so close to you, because i know what i do is right for me
i think you should do it to and you and me know that we make both of us smile like no other even happy yeahh...
your so cute when you smile(:
