IDRIS, 23/11/1991
loves skate, photography and especially music
hate being paranoid
self entertain most of the time and
just me and my blog(: Oh yes i dance, drink, smoke and most of all i party :D
03 September 2009
Been awhile ive updated, hmm
i dont see the point updating it anyways, ill just get pissed off and so annoyed by my own post.
i just told michelle i hate human nature, hah no idea why it sucks i guess cause nowadays hypocrites are increasing each time i bring in my circle of friendship bigger, It sucks period.
ive been spending time with zeek and shab and some certain people, gotten really close.
but still i dont know why i feel so lonely inside tortured torn and many negative feelings.
things are falling apart for me again, and this time i dont know if im strong enough to face them in reality. it looks like fantasy but it is happening, neverless im gonna do something about it.
im a guy not a girl, people might think its like a bitchy act of posting this kind of thinking but its my blog, criticise if you want, your words wont kill me. but something else can you just dont know it yet.
i told you i wont want to fall for you, but i cant help it i need to stay a distance from you for i will never ever fall for you. You and I cherish the same thing which is friendship. in order to do that i must stop shagging this feeling
peace love freedom mates
i dont see the point updating it anyways, ill just get pissed off and so annoyed by my own post.
i just told michelle i hate human nature, hah no idea why it sucks i guess cause nowadays hypocrites are increasing each time i bring in my circle of friendship bigger, It sucks period.
ive been spending time with zeek and shab and some certain people, gotten really close.
but still i dont know why i feel so lonely inside tortured torn and many negative feelings.
things are falling apart for me again, and this time i dont know if im strong enough to face them in reality. it looks like fantasy but it is happening, neverless im gonna do something about it.
im a guy not a girl, people might think its like a bitchy act of posting this kind of thinking but its my blog, criticise if you want, your words wont kill me. but something else can you just dont know it yet.
i told you i wont want to fall for you, but i cant help it i need to stay a distance from you for i will never ever fall for you. You and I cherish the same thing which is friendship. in order to do that i must stop shagging this feeling
peace love freedom mates
