IDRIS, 23/11/1991
loves skate, photography and especially music
hate being paranoid
self entertain most of the time and
just me and my blog(: Oh yes i dance, drink, smoke and most of all i party :D
29 July 2009
DDD: now im having diarrhea sucks big time after one another
last week high fever then flu then cough then sorethroat, now this shittting shotgun happening to me -___-
and i had a good/bad dream sigh, one good thing about it i got to see you in my dream
the bad thing is your angry at me for some reason, you roll your eyes at me .
woke up kinda pretty sad sigh.
i bailed school due to stomach ache, now at home just chilling and shitting every 15 mins
, there was a slight pause over here when i was typing i went to shit -___-
now i know how girls pee, fucking nice ah easier hahah!
imagine two holes popping out water at the same time, jeez im not shitting im pee-ing
hahahahha
well anyways im staying at home again shit my attendance so fucked up.
i really need to catch up with my work at school
if not i cant take my exams
we all dont want that huh ....
haha
Wooo finally made a video of it
:D
haha i post it at Facebook already so yeahhs!
i feel like its the best song ive ever written, enjoy mates (:
you were there to keep me alive
i was the one who is in pain
nevermind about me
i can put a smiley face
you said that you care
but your gone within a second
a mixed up emotion feeling
oh my god it im over you
you'll never be alone
i will always be by your side
you'll never be alone
cause i wont go~~
i will cross the river
i build a bridge over there
you cross over and climbb that ladder
and reach to me
three days that im home
lying sick on my bed
putting me to sleep and never wake again
goodbye for now,
"please get away, i dont want to see your face again"
cause that's what you might be thinking
and you left me hanging for now
i was the one who is in pain
nevermind about me
i can put a smiley face
you said that you care
but your gone within a second
a mixed up emotion feeling
oh my god it im over you
you'll never be alone
i will always be by your side
you'll never be alone
cause i wont go~~
i will cross the river
i build a bridge over there
you cross over and climbb that ladder
and reach to me
three days that im home
lying sick on my bed
putting me to sleep and never wake again
goodbye for now,
"please get away, i dont want to see your face again"
cause that's what you might be thinking
and you left me hanging for now
Back From Ielah Chalet!!! hahaha wahh so much fun you betcha :D
shima's birthday too
so happy birthday to you two alright!
18 already all makcik makcik!! hahahahahahah
alot of things happen whoever came knew what happened
and the songs for YOUU people :D hahah
one person got one song tauu
honored sikit !
hahahahahahaha so yeahh chill milll but i was kinda moody at the 2nd night cause the place remind me so much of you :/ i guess instead of me being sad, i became pissed about it
but i need some music and some jokes than im alright and indeed i did :D haha
had a good sleep, shee fir and dont know who heard my snore they said its unique -.-
ahahaha its not unique cause im sick thats why hahah! mcm harimau kene main kan haha!
alright then ending it here no pictures yet so yeah
Finally i updated my blog huh :D ahaha
anyways ive spend my time with them last friday,
really made me hyper and fooh really made me happy :D
and we all know what "rammy" did that day LMAO
thanks guys
like my new skin? i guess its nice to me, (:
i miss my besties!!
grrr, will meet you guys real soon next week :D shisha karoke kk ? haha
much loves
xoxo
ParkerPirate
Saturday.....
woke up with a fucked up nightmare, i just cant belive that you said its over but i just want you back so badly, because it wasnt me i swear ): hais
i thought of finding you when im out, so met up with besties told them what happened and the real thing that your yet to know, for it was not me it was this particular person who spoilt it. My love for you is like real and not about giving an eye to that person for this person(you know who)
went out at 4, meeting mother at lot 1 because my stupid brother pissed me off by taking my clothes but guess what when i reach there mother was not there she said she was already otw home i was so fucking pissed off and i cant take it i almost cried its not because only that, it felt like my life is falling apart all over again.
i didnt wanna be late because hanna and zuzu was waiting, sigh with a big dissapointment in life i manage to have a smirk for them.
i told them im gonna search for you but i didnt had a phone, i said nvm singapore is still small i can find her, accomponied zuzu doing her project at SMU by taking some pictures,
rain started to fall from nowhere in my heart and mind is like rushing and telling me that how the fuck am i gonna find you, i was so pressurize by it i went to bugis to dhoby to smu again went to raffles almost went to every place that you could ever hangout, eventhough its raining i didnt care. After all that i just went to citylink, met up with shahfiq faris ginos, called zuzu and yeah bla bla with great dissapointment i didnt found her, saw alipo then we talked and stuff, i called you.....then after that txt you can we meet, you said cant meeting some other people sorry, i understand so it was quite important to me that i wanted to see you, but i dont know whether its important to you to even see my pathetic face . hais
i just like ran all over the place like a marathon, i just need to explain things to you. i cant bear to lose someone again:/
i dont want to let it go, for what EVERYONE HAS BEEN TELLING ME i hate that i HATE THAT, i can do something about it .
i still love you "JVW"
Im not gonna elaborate my weekends as for its the most lovely weekend
you <3 me
579
lmao byeee
im sorry to you guys because i didnt went to gig!
im sorry M4R i didnt get the chance to catch you guys
and some other awesome bands!
gah haha
you <3 me
579
lmao byeee
im sorry to you guys because i didnt went to gig!
im sorry M4R i didnt get the chance to catch you guys
and some other awesome bands!
gah haha
Welll i just woke up ! hahah its like 5.28 pm
so whatever skate ton yesterday with shahfiq and faris
wasnt really skate ton more like a lepak kind of thing
played games wahh shiok sia UFC but i always kena own
but i own them by playing DBZ burstlimit lmao
buat malu je shahfiq kalah ngn aku 3 times in a row
hahaha
anyways skate-d at woodlands and YES FUCK YES AGAIN I GOT INJURED
my left arm got this stupid red patch arghhhhh fucking pissed lol
stupid deck the nose too soft so i wrong footing and fell on the road
or was it something else-.-
fucking cursed woodlands!
hahahahah assholess stupid spirits disturbing me XD
okay whatever human body are very delicate have really slow healing powers
im tired as hell, i wanna go back to sleep!
bye guys
i love you girl(:
Ohhhh~~ what a dayy today, woke up at 11 plus due to mother,
so what nvm, played dota for the first round, NEVER BATH hahahahahahahahahah
then someone show up at my window i was like wtfh im so masai and someone came guess who
its shebby and lala -___________-
so yeah went out to smoke haha i guess its their first time seeing me masai gilerr haha
but wth who cares im a guy im suppose to look like a stud hahaha.
well after a short chit chat and smokes, they need to go off already so yeah
play dota until sian already.
so shahfiq asked me whether im skating or want to skate or not,
so i said yeahh whatever okay cool lets skate hahah
so took 963 about 745
then fuck the bus breakdown -.- in my mind
shahfiq confirm binget hahah!
bla bla bla
yeah then reach hardcourt the first thing i saw is shahfiq pointing his fucking middle finger at me
hahaha well it was expected but FUCK YOU
hahaha bus breakdown HAH
well im fucking lazy to elaborate im gonna go off to dota :D
haha byeeeeeeeeee
imissyou love(:
so what nvm, played dota for the first round, NEVER BATH hahahahahahahahahah
then someone show up at my window i was like wtfh im so masai and someone came guess who
its shebby and lala -___________-
so yeah went out to smoke haha i guess its their first time seeing me masai gilerr haha
but wth who cares im a guy im suppose to look like a stud hahaha.
well after a short chit chat and smokes, they need to go off already so yeah
play dota until sian already.
so shahfiq asked me whether im skating or want to skate or not,
so i said yeahh whatever okay cool lets skate hahah
so took 963 about 745
then fuck the bus breakdown -.- in my mind
shahfiq confirm binget hahah!
bla bla bla
yeah then reach hardcourt the first thing i saw is shahfiq pointing his fucking middle finger at me
hahaha well it was expected but FUCK YOU
hahaha bus breakdown HAH
well im fucking lazy to elaborate im gonna go off to dota :D
haha byeeeeeeeeee
imissyou love(:
