IDRIS, 23/11/1991
loves skate, photography and especially music
hate being paranoid
self entertain most of the time and
just me and my blog(: Oh yes i dance, drink, smoke and most of all i party :D
28 June 2009
booyahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
thats NADZ! hahhaah remember her from secondary ? no because of her ridiculous braces? i guess so, i spend my saturday going to DGR
no need to know the full meaning.
hahah
whatever so yeahhh she came down to clementi with her boyfriend the pictures are all there
me old mates are there, so yeahh
was kinda boring at first not untill aiman bands played,
woah freaking nice la please hahha
after all that it was 8 pm
so yeah moved on to clark quay,
i met you, yess youu the one who wants me to blog right now this instant.
ahh i love being around you now eventhough you can be so rough to me, well it doesnt matter
well slacked there till 11? "you" went off to siglap with gfs, but i cant come for i was hungry pluus tired. im so sorry dear ):
you know i want to but yeahh, haha so she was like giving me this grumpy face which made me laugh and i dont know why but yeah.
saw iskandar my classmate! WAH haha irritating but funny nvm.
haha "you" went off kissed hugged
and offf i went home and today sunday i like fucking slackkkkkkkkkkkkk abis hahah
so yeahh sat on the chair played dota the whole day for i cant msg her or even talk to her in msn for she wasnt online,
but she is now and im gaming, what an asshole am i.
okay she's talking to me wont want to like make her pissed hahah
she's gonna read this but who cares :P
iloveyou<3
thats NADZ! hahhaah remember her from secondary ? no because of her ridiculous braces? i guess so, i spend my saturday going to DGR
no need to know the full meaning.
hahah
whatever so yeahhh she came down to clementi with her boyfriend the pictures are all there
me old mates are there, so yeahh
was kinda boring at first not untill aiman bands played,
woah freaking nice la please hahha
after all that it was 8 pm
so yeah moved on to clark quay,
i met you, yess youu the one who wants me to blog right now this instant.
ahh i love being around you now eventhough you can be so rough to me, well it doesnt matter
well slacked there till 11? "you" went off to siglap with gfs, but i cant come for i was hungry pluus tired. im so sorry dear ):
you know i want to but yeahh, haha so she was like giving me this grumpy face which made me laugh and i dont know why but yeah.
saw iskandar my classmate! WAH haha irritating but funny nvm.
haha "you" went off kissed hugged
and offf i went home and today sunday i like fucking slackkkkkkkkkkkkk abis hahah
so yeahh sat on the chair played dota the whole day for i cant msg her or even talk to her in msn for she wasnt online,
but she is now and im gaming, what an asshole am i.
okay she's talking to me wont want to like make her pissed hahah
she's gonna read this but who cares :P
iloveyou<3
This are some of the pictures from Life's A Beach! (:
oh wellll
im updating now at 2.30 am in the dark moonlight morning
because juju wants me to, so yeah
heh juju
well the past few days i havent been online because been tonning
drinking, and so call party like fuck
hahahahahahahah from there i guess i found the right time to tell
only some people know so yeah screw you fockers wanna know :D
ask me if your interested ill have a half a mind to tell you
well fucking bored talking to juju and rym on msn
just go back from andy's place
haha alot of shit happen, funny stuff happen
especially The "Triangle"
i put a 'the' to make it sound epic! haha
welll me and aie tonned for 5 days and 5 night fucking lazy to elaborate on what we've done
but 2 words smoke drink
hahahaha
easiest
anyways me and aie have been like doing "straightedge" at bedok hahah fucking fun i swear to my ballssssssssss hahahhahaha stupid idiots serving for the goverment
such as dont even know how to count money
dont even know your own products are being stolen
and for fuck sake haha its freebies!
well hope you get the picture :D
im sleepy and i miss you but you dont how sad! haha
nvm you means <3
hopefully you have the same thing going on haha
(:
im updating now at 2.30 am in the dark moonlight morning
because juju wants me to, so yeah
heh juju
well the past few days i havent been online because been tonning
drinking, and so call party like fuck
hahahahahahahah from there i guess i found the right time to tell
only some people know so yeah screw you fockers wanna know :D
ask me if your interested ill have a half a mind to tell you
well fucking bored talking to juju and rym on msn
just go back from andy's place
haha alot of shit happen, funny stuff happen
especially The "Triangle"
i put a 'the' to make it sound epic! haha
welll me and aie tonned for 5 days and 5 night fucking lazy to elaborate on what we've done
but 2 words smoke drink
hahahaha
easiest
anyways me and aie have been like doing "straightedge" at bedok hahah fucking fun i swear to my ballssssssssss hahahhahaha stupid idiots serving for the goverment
such as dont even know how to count money
dont even know your own products are being stolen
and for fuck sake haha its freebies!
well hope you get the picture :D
im sleepy and i miss you but you dont how sad! haha
nvm you means <3
hopefully you have the same thing going on haha
(:
Friday skate skate skate!!!
first time met azhar
kimaaakkkkkkkkk haha pro siolll 6 decks lepas -.-
yoshi flip, massiveee
took so long for me to update, i know . bumped into leena and belle berat at town
so yeah thats why got pictures XD
yeahhhhh
saturday rott till 7 , then went out to meet shabby zeek cweka
yeahhh, bumped into fahfa, Bro lu skrg power XDD haha you know i know HAHA
then slacked with them, met up with fiqqo aie and jason and kimie
loads more ahhh, was gerek no doubt
sundayy
i thought of skating sia, ccb -.- hahah kena paitao seems like i cant call faris on his phone the bloody singtel fuckers cant reach even zuzu -.-
then im like at marsling waiting like a dick trying calling them went to faris house
went to hardcourt esso
all dont have -_____-
thhen shabby say she slack at her place
so met up with her, hahah freaking funny dance video *winks* hahah!
then muse, rais and faiz came along haha so longgg tk nampak hahah
gerek ah beb nampak korang kecohhhhhh
alrighty now back to my no life moments,
everyday dota dota dota
hahah
i do still think about you, and moments that we shared
the pain is unbearable but i have to let it go
..sighYou said this could only get better.
There's no rush, 'cause we have each other.
You said this would last forever,
But now I doubt if I was your only lover.
Are we just lost in time?
I wonder if your love's the same.
'Cause I'm not over you
Baby, don't talk to me.
I'm trying to let go
Not loving you is harder then you know.
'Cause girl your driving me so crazy
How can I miss you if you never would stay?
If you need time I guess I'll go away.
Inside me now there's only heartache and pain!
So where's the fire?
You've begun the rain.
Are we just lost in time?
I wonder if your love's the same
'Cause I'm not over you!
Baby, don't talk to me
I'm trying to let go
Not loving you is harder then you know,
('cause girl your driving me so crazy)
And if you don't want me then
I guess I'll hav'ta go!
Not loving you is harder then you know.
YEAH!
So I'll make the call,
And I'll leave you today
I'm gona miss you 'cause I love you baby
Yeah, I'll make the call
I'm leaving today
Leaving always drives me crazy!
Leaving always drives me crazy!
Baby, don't talk to me
I'm trying to let go.
Not loving you is harder
Then you know,
YEAH!
Baby, don't talk to me
I'm trying to let go (I'm tring to let go)
Not loving you is harder
Then you know,
('cause girl your driving me so crazy)
And if you don't want me then
I guess I'll havt'a go! (I guess I'll hav'ta go)
Not loving you is harder then you know
(Girl your driving me so crazy)
Baby, don't talk to me
I'm trying to let go.
Not loving you is harder, then you know,
Girl your driving me so crazy.
-_- _|_
FUCK YOU !
im really feeling sucky, your talk is bullshit!
bitch bitch bitch!
this is a song that so relate to my feelings
its on my playlist
cant hear? here's the fucking lyrics
The first time we met, your face became etched in my mind.
You were the sun; I was the one who worshipped you.
My hands were your guns; your eyes were my muse.
And I knew you could never love me.
I had so much sorrow inside you could never reach.
But can I still keep a place in your heart?
You broke my heart. You promised me the moon and stars.
I fell for your dreams. I fell for your lies.
There was no other way, you know I tried.
And I knew you could never love me.
I had so much sorrow inside you could never reach.
But can I still keep a place in your heart?
There is something I want you to know.
I think you know exactly what it is.
I didn't want to save you. I didn't want to save you.
I set our house on fire to watch it burn.
But I couldn't just leave you there.
And I knew you could never love me.
I had so much sorrow inside you could never reach.
But I'll ask you this...
Will you still miss me? "Yes, I'll miss you."
Do you love me? "Yes, I love you."
Planes fill the sky; we'll both die tonight. We'll both die tonight.
Hands from the sky swat us away like flies, as we follow the light.
This union a battle fought and lost.
This union was not about the cause.
This union was never about love.
FUCK YOU !
im really feeling sucky, your talk is bullshit!
bitch bitch bitch!
this is a song that so relate to my feelings
its on my playlist
cant hear? here's the fucking lyrics
The first time we met, your face became etched in my mind.
You were the sun; I was the one who worshipped you.
My hands were your guns; your eyes were my muse.
And I knew you could never love me.
I had so much sorrow inside you could never reach.
But can I still keep a place in your heart?
You broke my heart. You promised me the moon and stars.
I fell for your dreams. I fell for your lies.
There was no other way, you know I tried.
And I knew you could never love me.
I had so much sorrow inside you could never reach.
But can I still keep a place in your heart?
There is something I want you to know.
I think you know exactly what it is.
I didn't want to save you. I didn't want to save you.
I set our house on fire to watch it burn.
But I couldn't just leave you there.
And I knew you could never love me.
I had so much sorrow inside you could never reach.
But I'll ask you this...
Will you still miss me? "Yes, I'll miss you."
Do you love me? "Yes, I love you."
Planes fill the sky; we'll both die tonight. We'll both die tonight.
Hands from the sky swat us away like flies, as we follow the light.
This union a battle fought and lost.
This union was not about the cause.
This union was never about love.
hmm im feeling really REALLY REALLY! fucking pissed OFF!
sad
depress
alone
mentally mind fucked
deceived
betrayed
mixed up
fooled for
majorly jealous
envy
negativity
negative future thoughts
last of all really feel like dying,
i dont know if anyone cares or what sheesh, my life of 2009 ? sucks! big time!
everyday i feel like crying, well before you mofo's spamm my bloody tag board, im telling you guys can cry, dont tell me you dont cry
assholes -.-
i just dont feel like love exist already
people want LOOKS! NICE FIRM HOT PECS! BLOODY PERFECT FACE!
i dont get it
why love has perish from this bloody world -.-
all i see is, wrong guy + insecure girl = got fucked and laid bla bla
but has a guy who have a crush on her for a long time, he was happy before that because the girl was giving him HOPES! and HINTS! that she loves him
after that plus minus thing
HERE COMES THE BEST PART EVERRRRRRRRR
Girl: oh im sorry we were just meant to be friends, maybe in the future
Guy said yeah maybe in the future
A month later...
Guy: Gosh this girl has made him so happy (:
Girl 2:"dating": I had a superb time with you
Guy: oh i did too (:
1 month 2 weeks later
Guy: what if i say that i love you hmmm what would you say
Girl 2: hmmm what if i say no?
Guy: 'Gasping with negative thoughts'
Guy: errr then no ah
Girl 2: what if yes
Guy: 'confused' then yes ah
Guy said what would you say?
it was 2.30 am in the morning
(webcamming with big smile on each faces)
Girl 2: yeah i do too (:
in this guy thought he was like "OMFG no way did she just said yes?"
several months past after all they've been through together
cuddled in movie theatres which the guy never had the chance to do it with anyone. spend one night on the bed kissing through out the night
which the guy never had experience before either.
.....
......
.... things started to change,
Guy texting: heyy baby i hope you have a good day and goodluck on your presentation(:
Girl 2: ............*no reply*
before that happen she said she cant msged much so he left a message for her to show that the guy have some concearn for her.
Guy: heyy its been two days, you havent replied me, are you okay?
Girl 2: ........... *no reply*
the guy started to feel hurt that she cant even spare him one message
and day by day passed, he had this feeling that she had left him stranded on the far end of the road.
Guy texting: if you dont love or even like me anymore please have the guts to tell me, so i wont be hurt so much.........
Girl2: ............. *no reply*
Guy went to over a week of depression after finding out from one of his friend that she has left him without even telling,
Guy Friend: hey i just asked Girl 2 whether she is still contacting Guy,
Guy: what what what?
he was anxious to know very much,
Guy Friend: she said no, i told her that doing that its not healthy you know
Guy: ...... sigh nvm okay thanks so much
Guy just dropped, he just fell on the floor without even noticing
thinking how cruel a girl could be that mean,
he just went beserk, trying to act nothing so his friend wont know so much but when he himself needs comfort.
he just went flat on everything, EVERYTHING
Guy started to get back to the Girl before this after thinkin so much that maybe he regretted leaving that he ever loved for almost one year plus and known for 2 years.
he thought giving it another chance maybe she is just ready this time
but instead no,
5 months ago,
Guy : why cant we be together? what i dont have that you want?
Girl : its not that urghh hais
Guy: then what??
Girl: i just want to have fun being single again, after what happen to me and my ex
i might not be in a r/s for a year or two
Guy: *gasp* sigh i can wait for you, you know
Girl: why cant we be just friends?
Guy: but you confessed to me that you loved me?your the one who said it yourself i didnt forced
Girl: i love you as a friend
Guy: *burst into tears non stop* *pissed off* * thinkin that this is just no happening she cant love me just as a friend*
Guy : ....... arghhh whatever.
Girl: haiss
Well the rest i cant tell you, i feel like crying typing this story -.-
anyways
haha if you felt what i just typed please tag my board and tell me what does the guy deserve? or what does the girl deserve?
or even better, Who is at fault?
sad
depress
alone
mentally mind fucked
deceived
betrayed
mixed up
fooled for
majorly jealous
envy
negativity
negative future thoughts
last of all really feel like dying,
i dont know if anyone cares or what sheesh, my life of 2009 ? sucks! big time!
everyday i feel like crying, well before you mofo's spamm my bloody tag board, im telling you guys can cry, dont tell me you dont cry
assholes -.-
i just dont feel like love exist already
people want LOOKS! NICE FIRM HOT PECS! BLOODY PERFECT FACE!
i dont get it
why love has perish from this bloody world -.-
all i see is, wrong guy + insecure girl = got fucked and laid bla bla
but has a guy who have a crush on her for a long time, he was happy before that because the girl was giving him HOPES! and HINTS! that she loves him
after that plus minus thing
HERE COMES THE BEST PART EVERRRRRRRRR
Girl: oh im sorry we were just meant to be friends, maybe in the future
Guy said yeah maybe in the future
A month later...
Guy: Gosh this girl has made him so happy (:
Girl 2:"dating": I had a superb time with you
Guy: oh i did too (:
1 month 2 weeks later
Guy: what if i say that i love you hmmm what would you say
Girl 2: hmmm what if i say no?
Guy: 'Gasping with negative thoughts'
Guy: errr then no ah
Girl 2: what if yes
Guy: 'confused' then yes ah
Guy said what would you say?
it was 2.30 am in the morning
(webcamming with big smile on each faces)
Girl 2: yeah i do too (:
in this guy thought he was like "OMFG no way did she just said yes?"
several months past after all they've been through together
cuddled in movie theatres which the guy never had the chance to do it with anyone. spend one night on the bed kissing through out the night
which the guy never had experience before either.
.....
......
.... things started to change,
Guy texting: heyy baby i hope you have a good day and goodluck on your presentation(:
Girl 2: ............*no reply*
before that happen she said she cant msged much so he left a message for her to show that the guy have some concearn for her.
Guy: heyy its been two days, you havent replied me, are you okay?
Girl 2: ........... *no reply*
the guy started to feel hurt that she cant even spare him one message
and day by day passed, he had this feeling that she had left him stranded on the far end of the road.
Guy texting: if you dont love or even like me anymore please have the guts to tell me, so i wont be hurt so much.........
Girl2: ............. *no reply*
Guy went to over a week of depression after finding out from one of his friend that she has left him without even telling,
Guy Friend: hey i just asked Girl 2 whether she is still contacting Guy,
Guy: what what what?
he was anxious to know very much,
Guy Friend: she said no, i told her that doing that its not healthy you know
Guy: ...... sigh nvm okay thanks so much
Guy just dropped, he just fell on the floor without even noticing
thinking how cruel a girl could be that mean,
he just went beserk, trying to act nothing so his friend wont know so much but when he himself needs comfort.
he just went flat on everything, EVERYTHING
Guy started to get back to the Girl before this after thinkin so much that maybe he regretted leaving that he ever loved for almost one year plus and known for 2 years.
he thought giving it another chance maybe she is just ready this time
but instead no,
5 months ago,
Guy : why cant we be together? what i dont have that you want?
Girl : its not that urghh hais
Guy: then what??
Girl: i just want to have fun being single again, after what happen to me and my ex
i might not be in a r/s for a year or two
Guy: *gasp* sigh i can wait for you, you know
Girl: why cant we be just friends?
Guy: but you confessed to me that you loved me?your the one who said it yourself i didnt forced
Girl: i love you as a friend
Guy: *burst into tears non stop* *pissed off* * thinkin that this is just no happening she cant love me just as a friend*
Guy : ....... arghhh whatever.
Girl: haiss
Well the rest i cant tell you, i feel like crying typing this story -.-
anyways
haha if you felt what i just typed please tag my board and tell me what does the guy deserve? or what does the girl deserve?
or even better, Who is at fault?
I just feel so sucky nowadays, im happy but inside just truly sad.
no doubt bout that , smoking packs now instead of "roll your own tobacco"
the feeling of weed wannabe is gone haha,
i just feel like its because of YOU im feeling like this
never in my life ive come across a girl like you sheesh,
yeah i may be not good looking or whatsoever
haha but you said the L word, the only word that can hurt a million zillion people.
bloody pricks, what am i not enough?
(another thing is, i dont know why i can wait for you last year but somehow you could just like someone new when you know that i was there for you longer than him)
nevermind about my feelings not as if anyone cares haha,
well i wanna keep my hair long again :D
wee i wanna be called emo emo emo lol! so i can find fault hehe
best haha and mainly the hair, ive been on diet for two month and hell yeah my KG is dropping faster than ever! haha im gonna continue till the end of the year
and fyi i dont wanna make my body muscular, we'll see? haha i guess i will maybe i wont (:
chill out peace n love ^^
Well well welll i got something to look forward now :D hahah
Hi mat kentals HAHA
supposedly kental abis,
bo lampah!
but whatever thats not what im gonna blog today hah fucking pathetic losers
if you cant win and your at fault dont make it like its my fault that me and you are over sheesh
haha,
Today i went to zeek house haha kening up up when i reach there man haha serious
ailenn i think thats how the name spelled haha
recorded a song was actually meant for "you" haha which i dont know who is that person? hmmm maybe i do,
well it will be uploaded in myspace in a moment :D
www.myspace.com/rocketfriday
Do check it out i guess it should be done already by now (:
cheers to all my friends that stays
i love you guys (:
and by the way! haha im not handsome IKNOW LMAO
i dont need some loser that is lower than me to tell me (:
you just made my day mofo!
ailenn i think thats how the name spelled haha
recorded a song was actually meant for "you" haha which i dont know who is that person? hmmm maybe i do,
well it will be uploaded in myspace in a moment :D
www.myspace.com/rocketfriday
Do check it out i guess it should be done already by now (:
cheers to all my friends that stays
i love you guys (:
and by the way! haha im not handsome IKNOW LMAO
i dont need some loser that is lower than me to tell me (:
you just made my day mofo!
