Indirect Dying // fallen angel

20 April 2009

i got something on my chest and i wanna get it off somehow
gosh girl why must it be so complicated
sometimes your on sometimes your off which issit
your just messing with my head and im acting cool with it cause i love you
gosh i dont want it to go away its like the 4th time and i hate it cause gahh i dont want it to happen again it sucks sucks sucks, i am single and ive been single for like? what dont know since i was born
i mean i had some experience but it went downhill every time, i should be happy im single i should be enjoying it but no, i don't want to i want to have what jerks usually to ruin it. Girls really are complicated and really hard to solve, sometimes i wish i have a mind reading gift so i could tell every move you are making. please please god help me sigh, i always have to see other people happiness but not mine, what i see is always sadness frustration and depression.
help me god i pray for you,

i know it will last but its not forever because "forever" is to cliche

- posted by ParkerJunior ♥ at 4/20/2009 12:39:00 AM