IF you can answer this, Do you know how mother/father feels.?

Like during at home when your own child is having theier time of life.

i know that answer and i know how it feels, and yess its not easy but i can get it done, only for a day, i've cooked, clean, pack, do laundry, take care of my brothers and still have time for them.

it wasnt easy but i know how it feels to be a parent, so you bimbo plastic spoiled bastard should really be lucky that your family is wealthy. I'm not saying im poor or rich, im living with a average paying parent but my parents are never home due to some reasons which you people dont understand and i think its really making me think much more straight rather then getting wasted and pulling myself down with such small things. Maybe this was my fate, family first and getting to know what is it to be a parent, an adult. Being that way, makes things easy in life and keep the cirlce goes round.

i really hope you get what i mean and understand, for i have experience what is it to be a parent of 2 children. I know i sound kinda arrogant here, but what would you know? yeahh

woked up like what 10 plus ? straight do laundry bla bla bla bro woke up

and i made them pancakes today. wasnt that nice cause too much water but yeah still good enough to eat. so after that chilled for awhile on me lappy then let bro play DoTa, he is getting good i tell you, one day he will destroy me with his Lightning Revanant haha.

hours passed by did alot of chores i wasnt tired i guess, so kept doing it like on and on.

about 5 pluss i cooked again, curry fried rice, macam mama siol aku aahhahaahahah.

but whatever i think its nice and really cool experimenting foods and combining them haha.

hours later....

now on me lappy like blogging realising how the world is crap.

and wandering why i cant be with you? and i know why

your right i was selfish not to think about your feelings, i cared only mine.

i miss you i swear i miss you alot i dont hate you , i still love you i think ?

maybe, lets be friends again please, i wanna talk to you again, making me feel so uneasy with myself, hmmmm okay whatever

so much for expressing, anyways im doing a proper recording of the song "say Goodbye" but the tittle will be change to " goodbye just aint enough" , so catch it soon like real soon (:

and yess please taufiq helping me with all my songs, i do thank him alot !

please baby taufiq dont be a bitch and think i dont wanna put your name i do appreciate HAHA,

lets play L4D soon hahaha

well yeahh

Valentine coming, i dont care i swear -.- i think ?

gahh whatever

alone again for a year ? why not i guess ...

later!