13 January 2009

i gotta be honest to the world,
i didnt stop smoking, i started drinking and its alot
ever since new year, because of what
alot of things


and someone have said something , and that something is saying that im a selfish person
i whine about my problems to her everytime,
"yea it always bout u and ur probs. other pple got their probs too. but they dont whine so much. sorry to say this, i do care, but really whut cann i do much? i see i can just do nothing except lending ears."
woahhhhhh so first of all im a selfish bastard i care for myself more than other people,
i guess saving other people guts is call selfish, saving people r/s is selfish
making people feel good about themselves is selfish, making lovebirds into one is selfish
sacrificing time for a friend is selfish, consulting people is selfish and many more that i have done is selfish
woww i really do think about myself.
you can do much you choose not to, you said the L WORD THE L WORD FOR FUCK SAKE
who said that! HUH! did you mean it?!?!?!
do you even care about how i feel
ITS ALWAYS ABOUT ME, ive come to you everytime about my problem because i know you could calm me down and just make it right,
i guess not you were just pretending to care like my parents
gahh like my parents! LIKE MY PARENTS!

one thing i ask for is to be pampered LOVED to be that guy you will think of!
NOOOOOOOO no one could help me
ME? I CAN HELP ANYONE, i know what i have done , i dont know if people appreciate it
you obviously dont appreciate me? RIGHT?
why do you think i share my problems, because ihave lack of attention at home
dont you get it ? ATTENTION !
you dont care about my feelinggs not one single bit. hurt me so much
said you love me before now you like me so so much as a friend <<< WHAT DOES THAT MEAN
is that a trickery or what?
maybe i ask for sympathy but i still get my fucking head up i dont go around pissing people off dont i. maybe i do im sorry
you said you wanna talk to me but you always reply 2 words .. how issit suppose to be a conversation if its just 2 words coming out
i know two words will come from my mouth ASS-HOLE yeah that is the best one that could probably come out from my mouth
jeez ive been good to everyone .. ive tried to do good deeds ive played my cards right,
what do i get
ENDING MISERY HEARTBROKEN SHIVERING HANDS HANGOVERS AND LOST APPETITE OF EATING.

im nothing to anyone RIGHT NOTHING NOTHING NOTHING! GAHH fucking useless fat pig -.-
I need a fucking liquor a beer or something
put some poison or something -.- die betteer DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE suck satan cock! AND IM FUCKING SELFISH REMEMBER THAT

SELFISH! SELFISH! FUCK THAT IM SELFISH!
I DONT CARE ABOUT ANYONE EXCEPT MYSELF WOW! WOW! WOW!
GAHH!
- posted by ParkerJunior ♥ at 1/13/2009 11:45:00 PM

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