Indirect Dying // fallen angel

16 January 2009

hellooo earthlings

i wanna say thanks to some people,

thank you hanna bestie for like talking to me

fiqqo for like helping me in a way?

zuzu<3>

sab and nyemi(: my beloved friends, they hear me out and teared infront of them yesterday, well thats because of the liquor i cant control my emotion and stuff i just snapped i guess

ahh and taufiq hafiz gosh you fucking badots always make me laughh, especially taufiq you damn botak bitch, im glad to have you guys (:

i swear,

about me stopping drinking i dont know? maybe i will, im not sure. maybe im still not over her

i miss her alot been crying in busses not letting anyone know about it, but i know i must stop this shit,

the most sad thing ever is that, every girl i liked/loved said the L word and a few weeks or days later, they will say they like me as a friend. Kinda tick me off abit because

everyone wants to be friends with me only, i know im not good enough for anyone -.-

kinda depressing, and i have been faking a smile to let my friends know that im perfectly okay.

and PLEASE! PLEASE! its not only about girls, theres one more!! that i dont wish to tell because its so complicated that none will understand, sab and nyemi knew the recent story so let them be

whatever, but i really appreciate it alot when they hear me out.

yeahh

okay let me give you a diagram

; ?? (problem) + dump by a girl which crushes my heart so badly

EQUALS = ?????????? WHAT?

yeahh

if you know the answer good for ya well yeahh hmmmm

all i want is just happiness

i do have with my friends, they did give a little bit of ?? and ?? here and there, of course they did.

but sometimes when you have a special feeling and like this thing you expect them to have when they told you they alrd did and bla bla bla so hard to explain.

yeahh

i hope you get me, or not some sore losers passing by "oh this guy so emo shit sia"

whats that suppose to mean -.- you got not feelings

yeahh what if i have abit of girl girl kind of movements

whatever, thats me.

ending it here shall tell no further.

mari kita rakyat singapura~~ ahahhaah

- posted by ParkerJunior ♥ at 1/16/2009 05:24:00 PM