Indirect Dying // fallen angel

05 December 2008

this week just suck badly i swear

i feel like killing myself stab my cock and put a bullet in my brain

seriously nothing has gone right since last saturday

i hate hate hate my dad

he really likes to make me pissed off and feel so shitty about myself

and nothing has been right everything just went so wrong

why must this happen to me, it sucks i swear

to be loved by your own parents and all you get is a turn down.

another thing that brought me down which has happen a month ago

hais, i wish not to talk about it

if i could just turn back time and made it happen earlier i would and none of this would have happen sigh ):

DONT tell me life has its up and down YESS I DO KNOW

oh for fuck sake i know ..

all i ask for now is to be love YES LOVE, its LOVE "LOVE"

i know i have friends love I KNOW i can feel it,

lets see weather you guys can understand what im trying to say here

and yo most people out there DONT cherish what they have i swear to god

if you guys know how it feels to be fucking alone tell me

I DO omfg jeez -.-

just one wish one wish! come true please,

dont let her forget the love for me that she have gave,

i wont forget how she said it i swear

- posted by ParkerJunior ♥ at 12/05/2008 08:22:00 PM